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August 25th, 2006

04:27 pm: Putting off my music theory homework....
Is your hair up?: 2 side french braids
Is your phone right beside you?: I think it's in my pocket
Do you have a bf/ gf?: yes
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: kinda
Do you have plans for tonight?: yep...comedy show and Shelby to get foodses
Are you wearing makeup?: eye liner and clear mascara...that's it...wooo
Are you wearing chapstick?: shaah
Are you cold?: no, I've been running around like crazy today
Are you tired?: some, not too much though
Are you excited?: i guess?
Are you watching t.v.?: nope
Are you wearing pajamas?: I WANT TO! but no, cause I'm going out later
Who's the last person you IMed?: uhhhhh, i don't know, someone last night
Who's the last person that called you?: chris


PAST

Anything you regret?: yes
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: hahaha, yeah...
Ever spit at someone?: no...spitting is so gross
Ever kick something living?: hahahah, yessss
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: yeah


LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week?: move in weekend
Who did you see most last week?: mom
Was last week interesting?: indeed
TODAY

Have you cussed?: no
Have you yelled at someone?: nope
Have you gotten mad at someone?:not really
Have you cried?: nope
Have you called more than 3 people?: yeah
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: yeah
Have you eaten anything gross?: nope, the caf is actually pretty good
SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q. First thing you did this morning?: took a shower

Q. Last thing you ate?: brownie

Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?: football season, cooler weather...learning!(believe it or not!)

Q. What's annoying you right now?: the fact that I just spent $500 on books...wtf

Q. What's the last movie you saw?: Little Black Book

Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: hah, that's so funny

Q. Where is the last place you went?: Gaffney, SC

Q: Who is the last person you called?: Mom

Q: Been cheated on?: yeah

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?: I hope so...

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): creativity

Q: Do you wish on stars?: not so much anymore

Q: Does it work?: well, one time I wished I was Cinderella, and this summer all I did was clean because my mom grounded me, so what do you think?!

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them of?: no, plus I hardly ever wear anything other than flip flops

Q: When did you last cry?: i dont remember...I didn't even cry when my mom left me at college!

Q: Do you like your handwriting?: it's getting better

Q: Are you a friendly person?: not in the mornings

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?: haha, no

Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?: I dunno, some random guy's...you know how college is...or mine, whatever

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?: white

Q: Do you have any pets?:no:(

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?: I don't remember, I was drunk, cept not

Q: last person you talked to: Mom

Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?: hah, when I was like, 11?

Q: Look to your left: my roommate's side of the room...much neater than mine, too

Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?:yeah, did that a lot a couple weeks ago because I was so scared of leaving home

Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?: yeah

Q: Are you a normally happy person?: normally

Q: Is your self-esteem low?: not really

Q: What color are your eyes?: green/brown depending on what I wear

Q: Long or Short Hair?: long

August 20th, 2006

02:49 am: I feel a lot better now:)
This college is so me...
And life is happy again:)

August 15th, 2006

07:08 pm: I hate working until 8PM....
I hate college...
I hate butterflies in my stomach that won't go away when I try to make them...
I hate Wyoming...
I hate wanting to go to college...
I hate not wanting to go to college...
I hate leaving my friends...
I hate leaving home...
I hate hating leaving home....
I hate I'm so confused...
I hate I'm so lost...
I hate feeling alone...
I hate being scared...
I hate being in love when there's nothing I can do about it...
I hate crying...
I hate that I'm at work so I can't cry...
I hate that even though I cried myself to sleep last night, I still want to cry...
I hate my ears...
I hate allergies...
I hate feeling bad...
I hate being sad...
I hate Wyoming...again...
I hate way too much stuff...but all of it seems necessary for me to hate right now...

02:35 pm: 3 days...leaving 5AM friday...

I'm sad

Current Mood: disappointed

August 14th, 2006

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August 10th, 2006

02:32 pm: Haha, oh man, I'm in charge of answering phones today...
I'm supposed to pick up and say "Top Priority Care and Comminuty Outreach Serivices, this is Megan. How may I help you?" And I just said "Top Priority Care and Comminuty Outreach Serivices. Can I take your order?"
hahaha...wtf...
so tired...

01:18 pm: So...
This is my last week in Winston...
I leave in 7 and 1/2 days. I can't believe it. I'm so excited, but so scared at the same time. I'm not as depressed as I was before, though. I'm hopefuly to what is going to happen in my future and, of course, scared senseless, but I think I'll make it. I've already made a few friends with some people there. My roommate is awesome. She's a lot like me(which I'm awesome so if she's like me then she's awesome...duh) We're going to an FFH concert and the Clevland County Fair which is like, right down the road from G-Webb. That should be fun. So I guess that means she doesn't totally hate me yet if she invited me to a concert and the fair already, but we'll see if I still get those tickets in a couple weeks.
I'm going today, tomorrow and this weekend to get the rest of the things I'll need when I leave. I already have so much stuff...but I keep forgetting the basics..like, toothpaste...and socks...and a hairdryer...
I also realized I won't need to buy about a gazillion 3-ring binders any more. OMGFTW?!?! That was always like, the FIRST thing I got when I would go school supplies shopping. Now I'll get like, 1...and some notebooks. And lots and lots of pens and pencils...cause I'm always losing them. Or putting them in my ponytail and forgetting about them.
I got my first HUMONGOUS pay check today too...I won't tell you exactly how much, but there's a 5, 9 and 7 thrown around in there, and the five doesn't come first in the order! mwahahaha
I <3 this job
plus i got like, over 100 buckaroonies yesterday at my going away party...effin a!
So I'm pretty covered on my money to get stuffs...just have to get them...and have the desire to get them...as much as I don't want to go, I do...like, this morning, mom yelled at me for having a messy room. And I was just like, man, in 8 days, I'll never hear that again....(til I'm home for Christmas or something, but then she will be so happy I'm home I won't have to deal with it that much) That was pretty frickin sweet if i say so myself. I think that's like, the one thing I won't miss. Mom yelling at me about stupid stuff all the time. I'll miss her, but not her mouth.
But yeah, I'm at work so I'd better do something...even though I'm just answering phones and it's rung 5 times in as many hours...
So work means pretending I'm reading while I'm actually sleeping
peace out yo

August 4th, 2006

07:37 am: I got really sad last night and cried for about 2 hours straight...
my room is starting to look empty...I have one month and one year left as a teenager...I'm leaving all my friends....I'm moving 2 and 1/2 hours away, and I've never even stayed the night at someone's house unless it was my grandparents for more than two days at a time...
I'm starting to freak out...2 weeks...
seriously...breakdown like whoa

July 30th, 2006

08:45 pm: Why do I feel so unorganized and so not ready to leave home now??
I want to go, but I don't...I want to start over, but I don't want to leave everything behind....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
oapjskldhfdio!

02:05 pm: going to get more clothes today

for some reason, I just got really bummed out about leaving....

July 29th, 2006

09:51 pm: I got so many clothes today
and so much stuff for my dorm





I'm so ready to go



except i still dont have boxes...
crap...

July 25th, 2006

08:57 pm: I just got my college schedule. I had to write it all down on certain days before it made sense.
Monday:
Music theory 11-11:50
Concert Choir 12-12:50
University 101 1-1:50
Concert Choir 5:05-5:55
so I have a bunch of free time that day...and it's not that hard if I have tests.

Tuesday:
Global Understandings 8-9:15
Music theory 10:25-11:40
Health 11:50-1:05
English 6-7:15
more free time! WHEE!

Wednesday
Music theory 11-11:50
Concert Choir 12-12:50
University 101 1-1:50
An AWESOME day!

Thursday
Global Understandings 8-9:15
Music Theory 10:25-11:40
Health 11:50-1:05
English 6-7:15
Lots of space in there to write the papers I'll probably put off for weeks on end...

Friday
Music Theory 11-11:50
Concert Choir 12-12:50
WHEE! YAY FOR EASY FRIDAYS!

Of course, my voice lessons and piano classes aren't scheduled for times yet, so that's tentative...

July 23rd, 2006

09:31 pm: This weekend's been boring.
My car's broken down. Alternator hates me apparently.
But, next week is pay day, and I'm making $10 an hour, so that's something to look forward to.

I'm really excited about moving in to my dorm. I got into Spangler, which is right next to the pool and workout room, which will do me some good. Instead of just sitting around all the time I plan to work out to keep from gaining that Freshman 15...even though I probably still will. OH WELL!

ALSO! I plan to quit slacking off. I really want to do well in college. I'm tired of feeling like a failure. And I'm ready to start all over again. I'm going to start packing up stuff this week I think. I'm just so ready to get out of here.



I need boxes...

June 27th, 2006

10:08 pm: Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "D":
A: Debra

Q: NOW NAME SOMETHING THAT REMINDS YOU OF THEM:
A: UNC-G

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: Kevin

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED SAY?
A: "Love you"

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: I used to

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: yeah, when I don't straighten it

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOURE GOING TO?
A: OTher than the syncop8 one on Monday, probably DMB in Charlotte the 20th.

Q: WHO IS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
A: Most people in my life are way cool

Q: WHAT WORD DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: I don't really say one word alot, I don't think....

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
A: frozen yogurt

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: "That movie is weird" to mom

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: not that much anymore

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
A: nope

Q: DO YOU HAVE WORK TOMORROW?
A: nope

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: nah

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: hopefully...

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU" AND MEANT IT?
A: whenever I last said it to Eric...

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
A: showering.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: Meganeuss, Meggie, Meggiepoo, Meggers, Megura, the list goes on, etc...

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: not really

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
A: me

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: sure

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: sometimes...it depends on how tired I am when I go to bed and what time I fall asleep

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: I clean up real purdy

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
A: hahahahahhaa, I don't skateboard...i can barely walk without falling!

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
A: ummm, other than my gdawg's house which is pretty much my house, Frances' house

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: haha, not yet, but I probably will eventually cause I forget to get gas alot

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: uhhh...Wallace and Gromit and the Case of the Whererabbit!!! that movie's awesome!

Q: WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE FORM OF TRAVEL?
A: car for sure

May 25th, 2006

11:06 pm:
You Are Ernie

Playful and childlike, you are everyone's favorite friend - even if your goofy antics get annoying at times.

You are usually feeling: Amused - you are very easily entertained

You are famous for: Always making people smile. From your silly songs to your wild pranks, you keep things fun.

How you life your life: With ease. Life is only difficult when your friends won't play with you!


May 15th, 2006

07:23 pm:
Your Political Profile:
Overall: 60% Conservative, 40% Liberal
Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Ethics: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal


interesting

May 3rd, 2006

06:55 pm: I GOT A $4000 FINE ARTS SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO COLLEGE FOR FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

April 13th, 2006

12:24 am: Happy Birthday, Erici!
Love you bunches:)

April 10th, 2006

11:48 pm: Yay! Happy non-emo entry! WHEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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April 6th, 2006

12:39 pm: Oh, I meant to update

So, all of my tuition is paid for. I <3 scholarships. I go on Wednesday to audition for the Fine Arts Scholarship at G-Webb, which is up to $5000. But, seeing as how I've never had a real vocal teacher, just chorus teachers, I'm not expecting to get that much. Hopefully I'll get $3000 at least though, because that's all I have left of my room and board to pay. It costs like, $23,000 per year, and right now I'm getting $20,000 per year with scholarships. Soooooo, I hope to get that extra $3000. Pray for me guys!
Thanks!:)

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